Who Am I?
I am a paradox.
I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad.
I am lazy, yet I am ambitious.
I don't like myself, but I also love who I am.
I say I don't care, but really I do.
I crave attention, but detest it when it comes my way.
I am a conflicted contradiction.
I think about love, but then I think its not worth it.
I want to befriend you, but I don't trust you with all my heart.
I want to give in my all, but I doubt the outcome.
I want to touch the zenith, but I am not sure about the ground beneath.
I want to bid adieu, but I want to see you for one last time
I want to die today, but the promises of tomorrow keep me hanging on.
If I can't figure myself out, there is no way anyone else has.
